Friday, August 31, 2012

You're Intimidating!

I have this known person that intimidates me so much. I think he has his own humor, but enormously different from what normal people have. I cannot really joke around him, too uncomfortable. Actually, I cannot even speak with him, too awkward.

I don't know why I do not like to be near him or him asking me something. I want to dissolve myself from his sight. It's not love, I don't really care about love. I don't feel anything that spark as love. I just don't like his personality. It's too different like no one would ever want to talk to him anymore.

I'm being harsh and I know it. I hope someday, I can really speak with him the way I speak with most people.

Goodnight x

Friday, August 24, 2012

PISSED. (July)

1.21 AM
Haven't I used this title already, have I? I'm now listening to my iPod with B.A.P's No Mercy playing. You might probably be wondering right now about my title, are you? Now, this questions you, 'why is she pissed?'

I'm terribly pissed and annoyed yesterday. I don't really understand myself either (except for having this bipolar personality), why am I pissed. Maybe because of my homework, maybe because of the wasted time, maybe because of myself, maybe because of my unpacked stuffs, or maybe because of our f*cking printer? Choose your guess. IDRK the right reason.

RH Bill

Seriously, I always thought myself that I am a pro on this bill without even reading its forms, just depended on the hearsay from a lot of people that this does not apply ABORTION. You know, abortion is indeed typical with women nowadays, especially when unplanned and pre-maritally done. Often times, teenage pregnancy gives cue for abortion to take in. It's unlawful to civil (still) and definitely to Him and the Church.

Meanwhile, RH Bill, according to my Theology professor, is all about ARTIFICIAL CONTRACEPTIVES. Such things as two child per family, sex education starting from 5th grade to fourth year, condoms, pills, etc. These were all indicated in the said bill. I think it is not that bad though, but as my classmate said, "It just needs to be revised.", which my professor agreed.

She encouraged everyone of us present on her class to read the whole details about the RH Bill, since our program is pre-law. I must really inform myself regarding this, I badly want to know the real stuff about it. I want to stay neutral rather than be a 'PRO' or a 'CON' without any basis. It's lame and senseless.