Sabi ni father, "BANGKAAAHHHYYY...gusto niyo makakita? Marami sa likod." he's referring outside Med Audi talaga. Kasi Medical Lab yung sa labas. Mga History students ata tong nasa harap namin. Nakakatawa lang kasi literally, tumingin sila sa likod. What?! They were actually searching for cadavers behind them?! Srsly?!
Apparently, he's doing the homily thing. While doing this, nakikinig rin naman ako. I already reflected, dating-dati pa. I believe in God, I love God. Pero well, kakasabi nga lang ni father, "I Am the way". Yes, definitely, He is out only way. I think doing this is prohibited pero ako, I guess I have known my Divine Father so so long ago. What he is talking right now are just additional information about my Father.
I think this Recollection is a way different from what I had before. I think during my elementary until high school years, it's better. I love doing stuffs of reflection, watching inspirational movies or clips, praying, worshipping, and writing letters during my past recollections. I hope ending this session will just be like that. It's not even childish or what, or maybe few will tell exactly it is, but never for me.
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"Jesus loves us very much."
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END.
Friday, July 27, 2012
Thursday, July 19, 2012
Fussed.
I have an entry in queue before this, but I am still not sure if I will be able to publish it. I just wanted to express these stuffs bothering my right now. Especially with the society and environment am in apparently. I want to speak out. Seriously. I might not sleep if I won't!!!
I think I am being so outrageous of the situation. I know it's definitely wrong to judge other people or ruin someone. Maybe yes, that I did judge no one. As far as I know, really. However, something contradicts with this perception. Maybe yes, I did already just judged somebody else out of disliking them. I don't really know the reality of this. I hate putting someone in this state with Idk reason why I dislike him or her. Right now, I think of bad impressions. I can't say which of those I hated, maybe all? Oh no, I shouldn't be.
I hate MAYBEs. It's so lame. Why do I kept repeating that word. I tend to always use it, especially with excuses. I didn't mean to though, but it's convenient.
Back to my rant, I don't know why am I being like this. Sometimes I like something or someone, sometimes not. Am I being so bipolar? I'm scared of this!!! Do I really need a psychiatrist or counseling? I guess no, since I can now contextualize why am being like this, right?
Hayst. This is stressful than my paperworks! I need to find solutions put of this mess within me. I'm not having identity crisis right now, more of self-assessment. I will really find these behinds.
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Goodnight x
I think I am being so outrageous of the situation. I know it's definitely wrong to judge other people or ruin someone. Maybe yes, that I did judge no one. As far as I know, really. However, something contradicts with this perception. Maybe yes, I did already just judged somebody else out of disliking them. I don't really know the reality of this. I hate putting someone in this state with Idk reason why I dislike him or her. Right now, I think of bad impressions. I can't say which of those I hated, maybe all? Oh no, I shouldn't be.
I hate MAYBEs. It's so lame. Why do I kept repeating that word. I tend to always use it, especially with excuses. I didn't mean to though, but it's convenient.
Back to my rant, I don't know why am I being like this. Sometimes I like something or someone, sometimes not. Am I being so bipolar? I'm scared of this!!! Do I really need a psychiatrist or counseling? I guess no, since I can now contextualize why am being like this, right?
Hayst. This is stressful than my paperworks! I need to find solutions put of this mess within me. I'm not having identity crisis right now, more of self-assessment. I will really find these behinds.
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Goodnight x
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