LACQUER

2011 is on its goodbye, 2012 on its hello.

This year was meaningful. I had learned a lot of things from my new school; probably my last school where I'll finish my last year of being a high school student, my home place; I knew more places, and stepping as an individual who can manage on her own. Life is unpredictable. Life is God. Life is with me, you, and us. I'm going to leave 2011 with good memories and hopefully have a good start with 2012.

Basically, we did the same old stuff during Christmas leave. On the 24th, we had earlier Nochebuena, earlier gift-giving, and slept earlier because on the 25th, we should wake-up whether you are lazy or not, you'll surely awaken yourself if you want your money on your hands. We started the first activity not-so-early though. I guess I was even the last person to wake-up. Hihihi. Throughout the day, all activities. Dances, Got Talent, Cosplay (Runway), Cooking, etc.

December 26th; Tita's birthday! How old is she? Don't ask me. Well, my parents went home the last night (25th) while this day our Broadway was presented. My group had No Other Becky (No Other Woman, Praybeyt Benjamin), the other group had Bugoy and 100 Days to Heaven. It was fun though, but we never won. Also in our cooking, my group got last. Well, God's will!

The main point of having this entry (I just want a single post...lazy) is for my wasteful yesterday (30th). I put-erase nail polish on my hand-nails, again and again. Until I realized that everything's ruined, I just plainly WASTED.

I had tried these three

Crimson

Finally, erased everything

Goodnight.

Paulit-ulit nalang

Lagi naman eh. Lagi nalang scold, wala na bang bago? Oo nga papagalitan siya, iga-ground. Pero parang joke lang na grounded siya. Anebeyen! Kalokohan naman ang homily nila every time na may malamang kabalastugan na ginagawa ng anak nila. Wala naman atang impact dun sa bata. Panay sisi pa sa iba minsan. Sasabihin na itago si ganyan, si ganito pero on the coming days okay na, pwede na ulit siyang gumamit (?). Well, di naman na siya pinapansin, sige lang pagsasabihan. Wala namang action na tumigil to the point na sigawan ulit.  Tapos after isang kalokohan, homily buong gabi or umaga o buong magdamag. Nakakarindi rin minsan 'yon, ano? Paulit-ulit na lang sinasabi nila eh, buti 'di sila nagsasawa. Kasi naman, panay sisi din sa bata (may kasalanan naman talaga siya) pero sila, 'di nila iniisip ang realidad ng buhay. 'Yung tipong dahil sa feeling nila na masasayahan 'yung anak nila, came to napapasama pa siya lalo --- homily ulit. Sorry, homily talaga tawag ko sa sermon, synonymous naman sila kahit papano eh.

Pagagalitan, konting lambing, bibigay. Ganyan, parang nagiging superior tuloy yung anak nila. Lahat ng gusto nasusunod, spoiled? Walanjoy na buhay 'to. May pag-asa pa sana eh, ginagawa lang nilang parang wala na. Dapat siguro mag-reflect muna sila kung anong problema at posibleng solusyon bago mahuli ang lahat. Wala kasi talagang nagagawa ang SERMON. Kalokohan lang talaga 'yon.

Webcam

Years ago. Maybe not. Only weeks ago. I'm bored since then, up to now. Good evening.

3 Years Later, Almost

For almost 3 years or getting there, this very important thing to me still has not leave me. There are times that I worried for its lost but it were all just thoughts. I was pretty reckless and clumsy most of the times. I don't know where I have placed stuffs like this simply important piece of art. I admit, the words behind it, I can't seriously remember where it went. Did it just walked away from me? Or during the moment we reside into a new world? I don't even know. Yet, I'm really sorry.

Every time I leave home, it's with me excluding school hours. N/A for school uniform. I tried to take good care of it up until now, it's still the anklet you gave me :) 

Friday, Happy

Yesterday, arrived home. Rested. This morning, left home for CS. Definitely tiring! We'd cleaned as much as possible five or more dirt-stuck monoblock chairs per each person. Because I did, and I lost my energy for just an hour or two. Whatever. Anyways, I'm contented within the day.

This how the story rolls...

After CS, I had lunch at Jabee (Bayan) with my two very 'kalog' friends. We are just so hungry after cleaning. I even nearly puked of headache cause of hunger and of fatigue. Then after fast food, crossed the street for 15 Php ice cream at MINISTOP as dessert. I didn't really expect something to happen today but I had wished that while eating and even talked about it with my friends. Know what? It suddenly happened. I've seen it there! Was it destiny? I dunno. But I am just satisfied seeing it and the coincidence of eye movement, melted me. Literally. So it left after the ice cream. We stayed and talked more about other stuffs. We went back to school for a game, stayed there for hours, watched other sections' games, and played. We lose again, saddening though. But as mommy (adviser) says, "It's okay." and everything will go right as usual. I then arrived home after the game. Soooooo tired! Then my siblings told me that we're leaving again for Shopwise. My mum will treat us dinner outside. After they took a bath, I also did and I feel-like my body will collapse. Thank God it didn't. Ate dinner at Hap Chan and boom, full and bloated! Left and go back home.

While Facebooking and Twittering and page-hopping, something that I have lost hope with came true. Oh gosh! God is really good!!! I am still happy with what's happening right this time with my life. I am still pleased and thankful though there are times that I'm stubborn, also a burden.

Now, I'll try to accomplish and start with my projects/assignments. Happy Semestral Break!

Vanity

Feeling like a camwhore again. First with a Barbie Dolls' exhibit/event in Robinsons Ermita. Then during my MAPUA Entrance Exam last Saturday. Lastly, yesterday. I just loved skirts again. Too lovely.

I don't go for trend really but fashion is what I desire. I don't care of what people think with what I am wearing as long as I feel comfortable, go! This is my stand and it will never be ruined by just criticism/pessimism. 

 

This will be my last post before our 3-day retreat at Tagaytay. I'm not that excited though, just started packing-up. Will I only end up late again? Ah, I feel sleepy now and lazy. I just want to rest and have a break and Halloween and meet my cousins. Missing San Pablo badly. I need to say buh-bye for a while! Goodnight and take care. (:

Wednesday Horror

I just heard a spooky news. Too hard to believe in and yet, scary. I don't want to either, well should I? I think it's true though, since I have known stories from before...in that room. Those were all the same, probably the same 'what-they-saw' stories. Even before, I feel haunted to either sleep or stay there because of what 'sixth-sense' feelings they are experiencing when inside the room and including this room also. Horrible isn't it? If no, better be in the same frightening place where I am now. I can't maybe feel what they feel and see what they see. I am not paranoid about it. It's just creepy, living with it. Right? Just like how my Periodical Test results came out; DEPRESSION.

Will soon update...
Bye-yeom~

Playtime with arc!

Hahahaha, I just took photos using my mum's phone. It is basically Sony Ericson's Xperia arc, not a digital camera, but it seems like to be a near-DSLR one. An Android touch HD phone with 8.1 megapixel. Here are my photos: 

The shirt I'm currently wearing.

I bought this pair of shoes yesterday. Isn't it cute? Ah, I really love Rainbows. Skittles. Sky-wander. 

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Goodnight xx

Celleto: Strawberries and Cream

Maybe it will be our last visit at San Jose, Batangas. No more family day during Sundays, no more seminary for my brother. He was already pulled out from his previous seminary school, so no more business to deal with in San Jose. Anyways, we've been there for a while this afternoon to get some things my brother had left and same time, visited some of his ex-co-seminarians as well. I supposedly not to go with them but the fact they will be going to mall, I would. That's my nature, I love groceries and foods. No wonder.

On our way back, after seminary, we dropped by at Petron in Star Tollway, Lipa City Batangas first, for Cafe de Lipa. Actually, the very first people to discover it were my mum and dad, the time they visited my brother, weeks ago. They brought home banana chips which mum bought there and storied us that she found out a better tasting coffee beverages than Starbucks. As a food gastronome, I'd definitely find chances when to try and taste arresting foods such as coffee and pastries. It's another reason why I came with them, lol. I ordered the usual and my favorite cold coffee drink, Strawberry and a piece of Moist Baked Brownie (P55/piece). There's nothing really special about their Strawberries and Cream, but the Barako coffee used (as they said, Batangas's Coffee), berry tart-flavoured blended with enough-sweetened cream, and real strawberry fruit bits gave satisfactory to my tongue.

Their coffee is not too sweet like Starbucks's (as my mum always commented) and yet not too expensive. Another great experience. Check them out! They got variety of flavors for you to choose with and pastries. 

Strawberries and Cream (Tall size)

Moist Baked Brownie

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Goodnight xx

Pray before sleep.

WIN or LOSE

We failed to win over Ephesians during our volleyball game just this afternoon right after our minor subjects' long tests. I wasn't really expecting to win though, but at least to win a set so that it wont be that upsetting much and possibly, a tie-break game ahead. Unfortunately, both sets we lose. I just felt a little dismayed with my performance and with what happened especially one of the other team's player was my sister. Oh no I swear, I play better, before. Can receive and serve, both thing. Suddenly, it changed. I lack practice and never tried playing in intramural. Just a non-competent game with PE subject. What now? I don't know. Will do better next time perhaps?

Btw, I was in deep LSS with this song.

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"God Bless is better than 'good luck'."

SICK

It's too hard for me to be sick. I feel uneasy (everybody else does), seriously. I mean, every time I am ill, it is just too difficult. Yet, every time is too often. I seriously have a weak resistance though I overdose myself with Ascorbic Acid. I don't know why and never understand either. I'm feeling acidic already (just a feeling) yet, sickness attacks me. Oh my, I can't work well tonight again. I can't concentrate. I can't breathe well. My voice dropped down, can't speak well. Btw, they seem to like my voice like this; PAOS. Headache, slight runny nose (good enough).

Simple thing, I always have FLU when there's a sudden change of weather especially, or like it will hit me whenever and wherever, just too typical. What the eff vitamins. I'm weak, if you just know. 

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Goodnight xx

What's up W-E-A-T-H-E-R?

Erm. Pedring just left the Philippine Area of Responsibility. I had only two days of regular class for the week; which means two days of suspension and a day of no classes (NCAE). I'm happy though since I gained a lot of rest and peace of mind. Hallelujah! Okay so, it is because of Bagyong Pedring that's why my week was fulfilling. Oh no, I mean unproductive. I'm feeling lazy again, haven't started with my Arts project for Friday's submission. On Monday, Sport's Fest --- Frisbee. Beforehand, the reason why I am posting another entry again is because of Bagyong Quiel which is currently smashing Luzon with it's strong cold winds with rain. I just hope that it wont stay long and would not bring heavy disaster again. Also, I hope I can do my project this evening after taking a bath. XD

Let us all pray. No more disaster and loss with a prayer!

Have a good evening :)
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4th Day of Pain

Tuesday, I already have my brackets and a rubber placed between (to sever) my molars. The brackets were painless though but when the blue rubber was already been inserted, I started to feel pain. That day, I ate back ribs as my first meal after everything that had been done with my teeth. Oh gosh, too hard to bite. Plainly just too hard to eat. On the evening that day, we all take Lugaw for dinner.

Wednesday, I'm already prepared for school, wore my boknay, just waiting for the school service. It didn't came, no classes then. We moved the appointment with the dentist from 6PM to morning so that it will be earlier.

The rubbers inserted between my molars were removed and altered by molar bonds, which are metal. Then the wire on the brackets were placed too. Severe pain began until yesterday, Thursday. I can barely bite anything even boiled egg, too difficult to brush my teeth, and too painful inside my mouth.

Just today, I feel slight pain not too sore. Can't wait for that moment I could eat the way it should be.

I tried to show how painful am experiencing but I guess, I failed to.

There you go, I can't literally grin with my upper teeth rested on the lower.

Simple Plan

"You say good morning, when it's midnight."

Ohemgee. This is totally inside my mind. I know you're familiar with that quoted line from a song, aren't you? Hello! It's so popular in the Philippines and possibly, worldwide.

So, what about it? Why did you quoted that line? What's the purpose of it? I don't even care about this post. -- Better get lost then! Seriously, it's not a big deal. The lyrics doesn't have any significance for me. I just can't get it out of my mind and partly the only line I know from the song.

PS. Hahaha, an awkward experience while singing the song in school is also good enough to reminisce.

A Boy

The moment he transferred school, he's changing consistently, from being a 'lil smart obedient kid to a worst nightmare to his parents and as a boy. Yes, he is currently experiencing puberty but that doesn't do anything with his studies. The time he met classmates and street friends who became close with him and suddenly influenced him of such normal stuffs in this time; the internet and the game, he just lost focus and deprived himself of learning in school. His growing up routine when he was in elementary until he graduated were all the same. He'll be dropped home from school, change clothes, and then leave home until evening. Or times, he's in front of the monitor, playing computer games. You can easily prove yourself when you observe him and his friends. At school, his friends are BI or plainly BAD INFLUENCE-RS. At home/street, also the same.