#WHATIMISSMOST; CHILDHOOD

1:51 AM. Started typing...

I was obliged to look for a baby picture (for our yearbook) and found my THROUGH-THE-YEARS album from my birth until 2-3 y/o. I'm not really sure. Well I reminisced a little, trying to remember all those cherished moments with my loved ones. And slightly laughed about good and hilarious shots of us.

It is nice to have photos as a keepsake. It is the best treasure as we grew older. Those shots will make us feel our childhood, teenage, and adulthood again when we're already in our stage of being grannies and grandpas.

2:03 AM. End.

Friday the 13th means ZE:A

Started typing 1:43AM. 14th of January, 2012...

January 13th, 2012. The day was unexpected. I'm not really sure of what can possibly happen this day. If I could attend the mall tour/fan-signing event/meet and greet or just attend school, as a usual Friday. Well, I'm having dilemmas from the past days of skipping classes or attend the event but I'd came up of I think, which satisfied me.

The morning I am excited of; I was expecting to be at least be at the VIP section of the event since it's Friday and maybe most fans are in schools/colleges/universities. EXPECTATIONS turned NOTHING. Do you know the feeling of fans lining up in columns/rows at a late morning? Isn't it disappointing? HAHA, probably it is though. Obviously, we can't do anything but wait-in-line even though our stomachs grumble in horror. After we bought our album copies and stub number (mine was 286), we had to eat of course. I withdrawn money and eat, then stumble towards Forever21 just to peek on each corner of the store. I didn't buy anything but supposedly, we just can't find what my friend told me. KITTEHHS. We then walked more around SM Makati and Glorietta and came back to the event center. We'd waited for long on a spot where we think ZE:A could recognize us or rather, where we can see them closely. It all happened. Though we're on a side view while they were performing and being interviewed, it's okay. Typically, there were non-fans watching who will push you till you can't breathe because of the barrier in front of you. They kept pushing, I kept pushing backwards. Hmm..., I have the right to breathe.

Kthen, the meet and greet/fan-signing moment. I won't prolong this post any longer, it's already late. I just had the chance to walk on stage twice for having a two-stubbed album. The 2nd time I went on stage, I felt Dongjun, Hyungshik, and Taeheon shocked after seeing me for the second time and even maybe the other members. But I can't really forget the *shocked face*of Shikkie! HAHA, adorable.

ZE:A - Heart for 2 (fancam) @Glorietta Mall; from my YouTube account.

END. 2:17 AM

Saturday: Shooting

11:56 PM, I started typing...

Yesterday was another day for off-school activity. Actually it's for school, but held outside its premises. We had a half day of shoot from 8AM meet-up to around 8PM wrap-up. Most of our scenes were really meant just like professional movie makers', from camera angles to where the scenes must be shoot. Honestly, it was a tough work. From morning until night, I felt exhausted after I went home. I guess this is how artists and staffs usually undergo when inside shooting. Probably! And, we just experienced it! I'm sure our movie will turn out to be an exciting and a good one. Hello, everyone worked hard for it. Though we aren't finished yet, we still have until 21; next shooting, HOSPITAL SCENE. I know everyone gained self-esteem after Saturday happening. I'll be a doctor there. Hahaha, God bless!


Goodnight. 12:12, end typing.

LACQUER

2011 is on its goodbye, 2012 on its hello.

This year was meaningful. I had learned a lot of things from my new school; probably my last school where I'll finish my last year of being a high school student, my home place; I knew more places, and stepping as an individual who can manage on her own. Life is unpredictable. Life is God. Life is with me, you, and us. I'm going to leave 2011 with good memories and hopefully have a good start with 2012.

Basically, we did the same old stuff during Christmas leave. On the 24th, we had earlier Nochebuena, earlier gift-giving, and slept earlier because on the 25th, we should wake-up whether you are lazy or not, you'll surely awaken yourself if you want your money on your hands. We started the first activity not-so-early though. I guess I was even the last person to wake-up. Hihihi. Throughout the day, all activities. Dances, Got Talent, Cosplay (Runway), Cooking, etc.

December 26th; Tita's birthday! How old is she? Don't ask me. Well, my parents went home the last night (25th) while this day our Broadway was presented. My group had No Other Becky (No Other Woman, Praybeyt Benjamin), the other group had Bugoy and 100 Days to Heaven. It was fun though, but we never won. Also in our cooking, my group got last. Well, God's will!

The main point of having this entry (I just want a single post...lazy) is for my wasteful yesterday (30th). I put-erase nail polish on my hand-nails, again and again. Until I realized that everything's ruined, I just plainly WASTED.

I had tried these three

Crimson

Finally, erased everything

Goodnight.