2012. 07. 04. Recollection

Sabi ni father, "BANGKAAAHHHYYY...gusto niyo makakita? Marami sa likod." he's referring outside Med Audi talaga. Kasi Medical Lab yung sa labas. Mga History students ata tong nasa harap namin. Nakakatawa lang kasi literally, tumingin sila sa likod. What?! They were actually searching for cadavers behind them?! Srsly?!

Apparently, he's doing the homily thing. While doing this, nakikinig rin naman ako. I already reflected, dating-dati pa. I believe in God, I love God. Pero well, kakasabi nga lang ni father, "I Am the way". Yes, definitely, He is out only way. I think doing this is prohibited pero ako, I guess I have known my Divine Father so so long ago. What he is talking right now are just additional information about my Father.

I think this Recollection is a way different from what I had before. I think during my elementary until high school years, it's better. I love doing stuffs of reflection, watching inspirational movies or clips, praying, worshipping, and writing letters during my past recollections. I hope ending this session will just be like that. It's not even childish or what, or maybe few will tell exactly it is, but never for me.

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"Jesus loves us very much."
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END.

Fourth Week

I have a homework that frustrates me so much. I don't know how so, it just bothers me from time to time (second to second; every breath). The assignment though, is darn easier and I know that I can able to do it. What I don't really like is the reading piece or article that I will base on. It ruins everything.

I don't really like reading. I hate forced reading; especially those kind of stuffs which consumed how many pieces of bond paper just to be able to satisfy their brains and write everything in it. I don't even remember liking this faculty I'm in. I guess I don't have this clear place in college where I can brag about my ideas and such. I don't know where I belong. I like a lot of courses, I just don't excel well on them. Those courses probably, doesn't do anything with the subjects I'm having right now. Why am I being so rude about life, can't I just deal with reality?

Once, my friend told me that a lot of people from our batch suffer from fulfilling their requirements like tomorrow is death. I was moved by this. I told her about my homework (which what I rant about now) and she said that I was too lucky to do something like this and continued with that above. She was bored with school for doing nothing. What I meant moved, I was motivated at least. Just this day she said that, just this day I was longing for motivation.  I guess hearing "suffer", "fulfilling", and "requirements" were the reasons that moved me from this petiks life. Yes, I haven't started with anything yet, nevertheless I will have something to pass this Monday. I assure you.

Goodnight.