Hell week, gloomy weather, full of procrastination

It's exams week! I'm lying on bed, typing this. My TV is on, I'm not even watching. I guess the channel is ETC. My laptop is on, as well. Waiting for other people to notice me and tweet me in exchange of votes. 

Lol, yes votes. Votes that constantly makes me more miserable of probably not seeing my all-time favorite band. Actually, I'm turning 18 this month. It's so usual to have the "debut" thing when you turn eighteen in this country, in a Filipino family. Idk why it should be so special. So what if I turn 18? What's good about going legal and aging for another year? I don't know if cyber bullying would jail me, maybe yes. Shouting "May bomba!!!" (jokingly in public) might not mean a joke, but imprisonment. There are a lot of things that I hate about turning 18. It's like a curse; you must not be naive anymore. 

WIN or LOSE

We failed to win over Ephesians during our volleyball game just this afternoon right after our minor subjects' long tests. I wasn't really expecting to win though, but at least to win a set so that it wont be that upsetting much and possibly, a tie-break game ahead. Unfortunately, both sets we lose. I just felt a little dismayed with my performance and with what happened especially one of the other team's player was my sister. Oh no I swear, I play better, before. Can receive and serve, both thing. Suddenly, it changed. I lack practice and never tried playing in intramural. Just a non-competent game with PE subject. What now? I don't know. Will do better next time perhaps?

Btw, I was in deep LSS with this song.

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"God Bless is better than 'good luck'."